a new dream

[cruelxaddiction]

i think i desided im going to be a gypsie...yea because then i would go anywhere i wanted to go make friends, meet guys and then leave before i really get to know any of their real selves and i could leave before getting emotionally attached to any of them...i could just pick up and go knowing there will be new people and new guys in other places

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[punkchickey]

i know for a fact you were talking about me ...with the hole seeing people thAT REMIND you of all of your mistakes...the truth is that steve made mistakes also YOUR not the only one. and im sorry that i cant tell you anything because i dont feel its in my power to say. peace

[cruelxaddiction]

carly--when i was taking about mistakes i was talking about millions of mistakes ive made--i look at sean and see getting caught for pot--i look at adam and see crazy stupidity in myself--i walk by the elevators and remember my TERRIBLE freshman year--just everything is a reminder of somthing. not just you. and when i think of you i dont think of steve. so ur not wut reminds me of him. i wasnt talking abbout u. i no hes also made mistakes..trust me i know..and as for the telling me about him i dropped it this time bc i said i was going to ask him--all i ask is that i can know when hes leaving so i can tell him some things before he goes that i just need for him to know and that i think i desever to be able to do