I'm 25. I don't have a husband. I don't have a child. I don't even have a job. LOSER.

So I'm waiting to talk to Leonard, but Leonard is waiting to talk to Big Leonard. Then once Big and Little Leonard have spoken, I can join the conversation ( Read more... )

Jimmy Jackers. This thing hasn't been deleted yet??? Good thing, this journal is a fantastic tome of my happenings, however random and unimportant they may seem, this is a special little corner of the Internet that is mine ( Read more... )

I can't think of a fitting way to write this down in tribute, but I just need to record this in my Livejournal ( Read more... )

So I've been out of the hospital for two weeks now, and I can't say I really feel that much better. I'm going to Outpatient classes three days a week for three hours each day. I guess they're helping a little. It doesn't help that I've developed a car phobia and driving is mentally tiring and scary as hell, like it's never been before. I don't know ( Read more... )

I want to live in Florida more than anything else right now. I'm teasing myself by looking at all the decently priced apartments and houses for rent in the Space Coast area. Brevard County or bust ( Read more... )

WHere to begin. For starters, I was a clammy finger's legnth from going to the hospital yesterday and at points during the past week. I'm just fucking done. My nerves are shot and "the possibility of mental collapse is now very real." If that hasn't happened already, what was that strange wailing and suffocated breathing coming out of me ( Read more... )

So it's snowing like a motherfucker AGAIN. I hate you Ye Olde Farmer's Almanac for being right. We've had a storm a week here in southern Connecticut. The past few days when I've gone off to work it's been -7 degrees. This is total bullshit. Why did my parents have to birth me in New England? At least, Tarvu willing, C and I will be spending 4/20 ( Read more... )

I had this aching in my being last night about how I've neglected this LJ. This journal has such a rich history, and is essentially my own private time capsule. I'm just remembering the joy and excitement I felt when I found out I had a date for the senior prom. How juvenile, but adorable and historic in some sense. I remember being so excited and ( Read more... )

Welly welly well...it's 2009 and we didn't do a year in review post for 2008. That could be because, thankfully, the year wasn't too horrible to get through. It's not that a lot didn't happen (BARACK!) it's just the drive and desire to post to my LJ have waned in the dust-driven haze of everyone being connected all the time online. It's none of ( Read more... )