Happiness
Lies in the bottom
Of this wine glass,
This wine bottle
Says the on again, off again
Alcoholic
As if it would be easier
To drink it all away
Or even better
To hit away the pain
With the empty bottle
Knowing you
Are worth nothing more
Than the
Five cent bottle deposit.

and at the end of the day
all i want is
some sanity and a vacation home

i wish i had enough talent to write it all down ( Read more... )

this is my apology. long overdue. this is for everyone. to all i have hurt. to all i have loved. the list isn't very long for either and unfortunately the same people on one list is on the other ( Read more... )

you are pushing him away, simply because you can. he is at his most vulnerable and you know you can push him away. you don't know why you do it. don't know why you cant handle having him around. he needs you. more than he has ever needed you. and you will be there. every moment of every second of every day. you will be all that he needs you to be. ( Read more... )

we build walls
when we mean to build bridges
trying but failing
to connect to everything that we love
and losing ourselves within the struggle of our lives
trapped within the walls that are built so high
you cant even hear yourself scream

I haven't written for years ( Read more... )

in our relationship
i may have cheated. i have been the bad guy.
but i was there.
for all of it.

completely there. as much as i could be.

blame me.
everyone will..

but fuck it.

i am not to blame.

i dont think i made the right decision.
but i made it.

sad. angry. upset.

i am not sure yet.