i am very tired. and not sure how much longer i can do this...

"what happened to us...ya know?
i don't know who i am anymore,
or how i got here.
i miss who i used to be.
i wanna have a home again, ya know.
and real friends ya know the kinda friendships we used to believe in.
i miss that, and i miss you.
i guess i just miss all of it.." -one tree hill

i have been watching one tree hill on itunes, that and LOST are the ( Read more... )

 
iTunes!

Total number of tracks: 1266

Sort by song title:
-First Song:: About an hour ago-OAR
-Last Song:: 8th of November-Big and Rich

Sort by time:
-Shortest Song:: Threshold-Steve Miller Band
-Longest Song:: Konstantine-Something Corporate

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-First Song:: Ain't No Other Man-Christina Aguilera
-Last Song:: Locked Up-Akon, Trouble

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i got in! and i am getting at least $9,500 eeeeeek! i am so happy right now! 
oh yeah happy valentine's day everyone :) 
and ryan is buying his plane ticket tomorrow!!!!!!!! skjfhsejhgs
i seriously am ridiculously excited right now! 
i am getting more money now then when i applied as a senior. yayyy.

have you ever been worried that things were going to well? and that something bad is going to happen again? cause i do.

soo this week has been pretty laid back. not too bad.

ryan got a new computer on friday =] i am so excited. and so spoiled by him. it is pretty bad sometimes i feel like. haha. but i got to see him. and we are 5,000 miles away from each other. and i got to see him. i love technology. and we have talked everynight this week. and i love it and wouldn' ( Read more... )

i am super tired. but i just napped. so things are ok. i can not believe that it is already february 8th. where is the time going? jeez.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEGGIE! yay she is 20 now too! haha. i've been talking to ryan for the past 3 nights. he is in texas and has internet in the hotel he is staying at. he said he is getting a new computer, HOPEFULLY ( Read more... )

i dont know why, but today i can not stop thinking about james. i really miss him. i was thinking about high school, i think that might be why..i mean, really-high school was so good. it was actually pretty amazing. aside from the knee surgery and fights with my dad. but honestly, i had the greatest friends..played hockey, was a part of something ( Read more... )

so, there isn't much new to say from me..just been hanging out. went shopping with melaney, bought sunglasses, jeans, and a purse, for under ₤ 10 which is like $20 [super good! i love love love Primark :) ] then we went food shopping, watched LOST on friday, and made some taco's and slept over her flat on friday night. we bought LOST on itunes, ( Read more... )

1-i am so happy January is over. it is always my least favorite month of the entire year ( Read more... )