This community is so damn dead lately it's sad.

Went to my dads for dinner last night. Talk about awkward ! Stepmum and step sister are both doing a diet and my step sister is just not eating. I managed to cut all my bits and pieces an push them around so it looked like I ate but I didn't eat anything.

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1.3kgs to lose by Monday. 500 calories a day and my 100 day challenge exercises.

Went and brought more laxatives, caffeine tablets and cider slim tablets to help keep everything going I'm enjoying feeling strong and powerful I cannot wait to be skin and bones again.

Feeling strong and on my way to being perfect and thin and beautiful.

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Not ED related but my puppy looks adorable and I hope she can make someone out there struggling smile !!

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Feeling forever alone :( actually want to die

Struggling :(

The anorexia is loud today and I'm struggling. The pills mum gave me for my head cold are the ones I used to abuse as they are appetite suppressant I only managed lunch and couldn't finish it :(

1 more minute till my 21st birthday.