I am sad to say that our pet tad pole looks as though he might be on his way out : (
I found him at work over a year ago, he had hitched a ride with a bag of tropical fish. So there is no telling where he came from, or what species he happens to be. But he has been with us for a long time now (In tad pole time) and strangely, he never turned into a ( Read more... )

Ohh fuck - - - its been way too long that i have written here.

Racing to get ready for work is not the best time to be writing. hehee, but yes. Horrible rain and wind storms. Getting to work is a challenge. Having way too much stress still, i am sick of this shit. It all comes down to money. And i hate that. Its not like i want all the money in the ( Read more... )

I am not sure why i have not been writing.

Sometimes i i just feel like i don't have the energy it takes to think about all the things that have gone on. But i know that my brain wants me to write, i know that its as good as cleaning up a dirty closet so to speak. Still writing in my physical journal from time to time. But i should here too.

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I am fucking PISSED

I thought my new doll arrived this morning...
...and then i opened the box...it was the WRONG DOLL plus her fucking HEAD IS BROKEN OFF.
:( 

I have not written in this journal for a long time.
I can't help it. Sometimes i need to take a break from myself.

But also, i have been writing in a real physical journal every day.
It is so addicting and takes away so much stress. <3

SO -
- Today, i start my new job.

Today is training. I am sort of nervous, and sort of relaxed at the same time.
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Some of you might remember a while back i wrote about my friend Tod dieing..
And that we had been in a fight that never got resolved...
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Well, it turns out that Tod was making a doll for me as an "I'm sorry" gift...
...they found it in his apartment..and a mutual friend is bringing this doll to me in a few days.

Its like a dream come true.
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I recently adopted these two beautiful boys <3


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tea arrived this morning
i worked on her all day


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