wow it has been so long since i have written anything in here. i will try to be better i swear! so i guess a lot has changed...i am now with ryan brown and he and i have been together for a little more than a month....which as skanky as it sounds was about a week after michael and i broke up...we arent exactly speaking right now so i guess it ( Read more... )

well today has been a fairly good day thus far. tomorrow i dont have to go to school because i have the regional swim meet. the highlight of my week will be saturday...the day of the sweetheart dance! i really wish i liked my dress though...oh well. its purple with some pink in it, tight at the top and flowy at the bottom...and oh gosh michael's ( Read more... )

ok so i am at school, and i am very sure that i am not supposed to be on a site such as this one on the library computers...no one ever said anything to me though so i guess its alright...michael is coming to see me today and we are going out to dinner. i am really excited about that. yesturday i had a swim meet (in which i did quite well, i am ( Read more... )

wow so i guess it has been quite a while since i have updated. Michael hasnt heard from me in three days so i imagine he is wondering where the heck i am...half the time i dont even know the answer lol. let me tell you i have been so busy these past few days...first i had to get everything out of my room, cover the carpet with plastic, and paint ( Read more... )

let me start out by saying first and foremost that i am fine. i am fine, everything is fine, we are all ok. see tonight i was supposed to go to kroger and stand out front and ring the bell and collect donations for salvation army. well i was supposed to originally go to wal mart but jan said that she thought there might have been a change of plan ( Read more... )

you know what? i was doing my regular round of reading my friends updated live journals and i was struck with a feeling of a sad sort of nostalgia when i read carolines. i realized something...DAMN i miss that girl! i miss the days when we would sit and chat in homeroom, she would roll her eyes at me when i would get those little slips of paper ( Read more... )

well i just had quite a fun weekend. rose and grace came over and stayed all weekend. we had the hometown christmas on mainstreet and of course my parents run the live nativity scene complete with live donkeys and one timid goat. (the donkeys were ours) and rose, grace, and i wondered aimlessly down main street, greeting friends of mine and ( Read more... )

wow... i have am so tired! i spent thirty minutes in the police officers office at school looking at video footage because i thought something of mine have been stolen...who'da thunk i would have left it in the car. it really cracks me up that that happend. i was really starting to get upset. who in their right mind would steal from an italian ( Read more... )

hmm i dont know what i am going to type...im sitting here staring at the screen hoping something will come to mind. i really dont like the fact that i only post on here monthly at best. i want to write more. i wish i would start writing in my journal at home again, but ever since i went through a really bad time i stopped. i actually stopped ( Read more... )

i am having such a good day. dont know why, but im not wanting to argue. life is good. i always thought so. im doing the zone thing where i cant get out of my almost dream like state until i write something or sketch something. sometimes i have to sketch something or write a whole lot of things to get out of it. i dont really want to though. i ( Read more... )