just my luck. st joes fucked everything up again. im not going to binghamton im stuck here yet again. great!

wow i didnt realize how long i let this slip for. but i read over my past couple of entries and the shit going on just a couple of months ago is still kinda going on. i barelly talk to laura anymore. in one of my past entries i explain how i noticed she was different. yea the summer kinda played out the same way. we all barely saw her and when we ( Read more... )

so i would just like to say i have one little paper left and then i am done until next semester !! omg. that feels amazing to able to say that now that im done with my psych paper woooooh !

even though i made it completely private i felt the need to say to basically disregard my last post. i must have been pmsing hardcore or something.  ??

big brother <33333

so im officially back in new york =( but to recap since the last time i wrote ( Read more... )

wow its been a little while since i have actually had time to write here. so i ended up going to bing to visit bennnny boy. it was just me and laura, nicole ended up not being allowed to go due to weather conditions but we still had fun. first off dont even get me started with the ride up there. we went the wrong way and went 40 miles out of the ( Read more... )

so as per my last entry i hadnt confirmed if i was definitely making a trip up to bing., well in a little less than three days ill be there !! im realllly excited to see ben. i havent seeen him since january and that doesnt sound like a lot of time, but ive seen him almost every day (( ofcourse other than like small vacations ))  for the past 10/11 ( Read more... )

okayy so at the moment there are like 49859878 things running through my head. but arent there alwayss... anyways so i applied to suny cortland a couple of weeks ago. i still have absolutely no fucking idea what im doing about school next yr. some days i wanna go away so bad and then there are days where i really wanna stay at home. fuckk why does ( Read more... )

over the past couple of days i have been reading over my old entries. there was something seriously wrong with me. the way i wrote and talked just wasn't me. i really have come to the knowledge that you are who are friends are. think about cliques. most of them act the same way. being around the same people over and over again can really mold you ( Read more... )