Hot damn! It's been 5 years since I've used this I can't believe I still remembered my username and password after all this time haha where do I begin with how much my life has changed dramatically in the last 5 years break ups & make ups and so much more! It would take me ALL day to explain myself and how my life is now vs how it used to be ( Read more... )

  its been 3 months since we've been broken up and each day is still a struggle. some are better than others, I feel like I've been stuck in this cycle I've been going through and I cant seem to get over it. I HATE it! I want it to end, I've had to cope with a lot from you, and I cant deal with another it just doesnt seem to end, when is it gunna ( Read more... )

went to a paramore concert on sunday it was fuckin awesome :) I love hayley williams I wanna be her shes amazing. 
school starts in a few weeks :(  I had a crazy ass summer best one yet and its still not over!
I have 3 parties to go to on sept. 6th and its vanessa's bday including her party I cant wait its gunna be off the heezy fo sheezy ked.

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I went on a road trip to pennsylvania, with vanessa, matt and niko 
we left at 5 am friday morning and we got to shanes house around 1 pm 
we went to see our friend shane he just got back from the marines and he's only here for 10 days
it was alot of fun, his best friends family threw him a party and everyone was really cool!
  I wanna go back we only ( Read more... )

 I've had such a fun/random past 3 days! soo many unpredictiable things have happend but, not in a bad way just in a random way! its been so long for me since anything spontantious has happend, but I guess when your single who knows what can happen ( Read more... )

so here it is....

I watch my friend get high 
I listen to my other one talk about her ex!
and me and adam break up as much as I change my socks.....

wow.... My life is fuckin wonderful!  couldnt ask for a better one!!! 
      I NEED to meet new people A.S.A.P!!!

 
well today is mother's day I spent the whole day with my mama :) we went out to breakfast and watched ps: I love you! and hung out  :)

life for me has been shitty.... 
I withdrew from school this semester but, I'm taking a summer class and going back in the fall
I wish he would act and show he cares like when I went to florida and he called me ( Read more... )

adam and I got back together yesterday. 
I hope it works out this time, I wanna take things slowww
no need to rush into things, we will appreciate it in the long run. 
we were broken up for 2 months and I set him free and gave him all the time he wanted and did the same for myself.
and in my heart I knew he'd come back, and I think he did too.

so life ( Read more... )

open the eyes of my heart, I want to see you.....

had 3 days off again this week felt damn good! 
   badfish concert monday night cant wait :)

black hole son wont you come wash away the pain.....