I can not find a way to describe it
It's there inside all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
what would you do 
you do if you knew
what would you do?

 umm....I just don't know....?!   almost done!

-senior prom may 11th
-cullinary luncheon may 29th
-senior supper may 30th
-class day june 12th
-graduation june 13th 
- blood work for surgery june 15th
-graduation parties june 16th
- surgery for my knee june 22nd

8 more days of school for seniors I'M SHITTEN!!! soo many events comming up....cullinary senior luncheon, senior supper, class day, graduation, graduation parties, getting blood work and surgery june 22nd! I'm stressed, over whelmed and scared. ashley is back from butler and I feel closer to her now than I have in the past 4 months and it feels ( Read more... )

prom was friday and I had mad peeps at my hiz my dad, step mom, adam, susie, ally, jen, susie's grandma, jen's mom aunt and cousin we took soo many pics I cant wait to get em developed :0] prom was good I saw rob's g/f shes pretty beastly looking HAH! after prom hung out with susie, vanessa, ed jen and ally went to wendy's what a shocker! then met ( Read more... )

  PROM IS MAY 11th!!!  I already got my dress its gorgeous its an aqua color and it has silver sequin on the front where my boobs go and it has 3 straps on each side 6 in total and they criss cross in the back! I LOVE IT! 2 days after prom its gunna be me and adams 3 months! thats a long time for me, ash is a complete druggie now it sucks we dont ( Read more... )

life has been descent lately for me! just wish ashley would lay off the drugs and drinking and I wish AC whore would give me more hours cuz they hired about 5 people in the past month but they cant give me more hours? thats messed up! I went to seekonk  with adam,roy and nicole it wasnt bad doing something diffrent for once, I like adam alot he ( Read more... )

today is friday the 13th FrEaKy fRiDaY I'm such a weirdo, neways also today is me and adam's 2 months :0] chris rock is a funny fuck I watched him yesterday NUTTY NIGGAAA!!!!

I FUCKIN LOVE THE SONG ICE BOX! this friday is me and adam's 2 months :0] I went to andrew's wake with susie,ash and heather it was soo hard I was the only one out of my friends not crying and I felt like a cold bitch but, once I saw him laying in the casket I lost it, Mr. Blevins was holding me and I was crying on his shoulder we were all a mess ( Read more... )

my friend andrew coit died early saturday morning :0[ and when I went to school it just wasnt the same we usually have advisory wednesday-friday and we had it yesterday morning andrew was in my advisory and sat right next to me I walked in there and started balling my eyes out  I was shaking so bad!  heather and I went to ac moore and I bought ( Read more... )

I h a t e  when you trust someone and them something then they go and tell the person that you've talked about then you confront the person you trusted  about it and they lie to your fucking face! I absoultly hate that! fuck that, stupid fake bitches..... fuck you all and fuck livejournal stupid drama between stupid people