FINALLY.....  IT'S HERE MY BIRTHDAY! I'm 18 watch out cuz now I'm legal :0] I had a good night last night adam gave me a card with $50 in it and a box of chocolates we had a good talk too, I missed him I'm used to seeing him almost everyday for the past 3 weeks and I havent hung out with him lately cuz of all the bullshit that happend but we're ( Read more... )

I'm happy again :0]  I'm gunna be 18 on tuesday! I'm sick of drama bullshit so I'm not typing alot of shit anymore!

adam came over today, and it wasnt as weird as I thought it would be actually it felt the same like it always has, which I'm glad about! , this kid kevin that liked me since I was in 9th grade just broke up with his g/f and he knows I'm single again he's living in Deleware but comes back to visit occassionally wants to take me out to dinner and he ( Read more... )

had a good weekend!  friday night I worked then went to adam's moms with susie,ashley, roy and brendon got drunk saturday night dyed my hair then hung out with shauna and meg we went to brendons b/c she had to pick up something then we went to adam's moms and got drunk again and me and adam are going out! life is funny sometimes I never would of ( Read more... )

things seems to be falling into place :0]   I had a great day at school and tonight, I've hung out with adam everyday this week cept for yesterday tmrw we're all going to his mom's I havent partied there since school started, I've been feeling depressed with all this unexpected shit thats been happening but things have a way of working sometimes so ( Read more... )

my life has been confussion for about 2 weeks now I like a boy who claims he likes me but, feels like he says things to push me away or get me to stop liking him, he gives me mixed signals, I feel like I'm hanging onto a tree branch waiting to fall and get hurt but I keep holding on expecting more to happen,  I finally give him a chance and he ( Read more... )

weekend was interesting the way things happend kinda of expected it in a way though,  I'm still sore not gunna mention why, mid terms are over on tuesday and I cant wait :0] I hate cullinary with a passion b/c the people in my class are stuck up I wish I had the other class with susie, vanessa & ashley :-/  I have 3 more exams left cullinary, ( Read more... )

I had an excellent day today :0] FINALLY its been a while,  I was standing waiting for ashley and I saw Rob walking down the hall so I smiled at him to keep the peace and he came over and asked what class I was going too then we just started talking soo fucking weird b/c we havent rele talked since he got naked in front of me at ed's, then my math ( Read more... )

I just wrote a poem it was rele good, I did something and it got deleted it sucks,had a god awful day AC moore called me 2 hours before I had to work to tell me they cut my hours and I'm only going to be working 4 hours a week so I applied at micheal's and joanne's today, the past 4 months have the worst everytime I was satisfied with the way my ( Read more... )

I HATE when I'm over tired or drunk b/c I just seem to tell people wayy to much of what I'm feeling at the time! I'm home and I was suppose to have adp today but, I  feel crappy, I feel like I'm getting my period and I just had it last week, we dont have school monday long weekend :0] I got friday outta work brian took my place thank goodness my ( Read more... )