There are so many moments in my day where I wish that I were someone different. Someone stronger and less vulnerable. Someone who doesn't fall so hard for someone who just doesn't care.

For more than a year, I have been constantly infatuated with one single person. Some nights, I stay awake and hope that he would think of me as he once did. But ( Read more... )

I love nights like these.


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A single lyric from a Rolling Stones song explains everything that I am currently philosphizing about in my life: "you can't always get what you want."

After school pictures, (August 3rd, I believe?) I'm thinking about dying my hair... again. But this time, instead of a random color, I was thinking about dying my hair black underneath my natural light blonde color. Any suggestions?

I also want to get my nose pierced. (Yet again, after pictures.) Amber and I have been discussing it lately, and we' ( Read more... )

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Ever feel like you don't know what you want and it makes you sick to your stomach with your guts feeling like they're falling out and your head is constantly spinning and making you dizzy? All this just because you don't know what you want or what you're fucking doing. I've had that feeling since 1:00 this afternoon. What have I done? I can't tell ( Read more... )

The temporary tan colored skin is leisurely beginning to strip from my body, and the familiar paper white pale skin is beginning to return, just like the disentanglement of my emotions. The fake barrier is diminishing, and I can finally feel again. The distrust and skepticism has desisted. I still have my limits, but so does every girl. I can't ( Read more... )

Operation Naked Tiger Lily was a success.

Black Panther (Liz), Fat Lady (Amber), Squatting Dog (Laura) and I (Boy George) skillfully and proficiently kidnapped Angela Anastasia for her 16th birthday.


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I keep telling myself: everything takes time. But I'm impatient.

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It's 1:00 in the morning, and I can't sleep, even though only an hour ago I was dead asleep in Scott's arms. I love falling asleep with him.

I've been numb for the past week. Work is consuming my life. I desperately wish I could see my friends right now. I miss them so much. I'm promising myself to make plans with everyone I talk to so that I see ( Read more... )