Finished for the year! Month long bender ensues! I've learned to love yet be wary of this feeling- after a year of always having at the back of your mind the little niggling voice 'I really should be working', suddenly the ground is pulled from beneath your feet so to speak. I literally have nothing I need to be doing, apart from my job but I can
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After spending every one of my previous uni holidays moaning that I have nothing to do, I now have so much to do that it's physically crushing me- last night I actually got so stressed out I couldn't breathe for some time (at least I think that's why- some kind of excruciating muscle pain whenever I breathed in, although it could have been because
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I am saying goodbye to this journal. It's silly, self indulgent and pointless, and reminds me off too many bad things and bad people. It doesn't even sound like me. This isn't how I write, or how I see myself, and ugh I just hate it
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