So the tattooist would'nt do my tattoo!! He said it would make me look stupid (in so many words)
Take a look and tell me was he right. I was really looking forward to it!>


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This is the first time in i've ever been brave in enough in the last two years to post pictures of my body.

Be brutally honest, i will take it light heartetly (simply because i know how disgusting i am, because i'm not as skinny as i used to be)

I used to be in proana but i left to go into recovery. This is me post recovery.

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Have been thinking loads about my boyfriend situation. I know im dwelling on it too much, he says he doesnt wanna break up but i cant help it - hes so beautiful and im not. i suppose i should have seen it coming really - never go out with somebody whos prettier than you lol ( Read more... )

i rarely ever post in my journal, but on this ocassion im just going to say i repect with a capital R everyone in this community. everyone fullstop. i would not bear for a second anyone feeling belittled or 'put out' or 'put off' by anyone especially me. currently im punishing myself, i know nobody reads my journal so be this entry to myself that ( Read more... )

heya everyone its been a crazy amount of time since i last posted cos i left uni for a bit to go home for my illness, almost 4 weeks off uni which i guess was good.

i watched this thing on BBC3 last night about hoe a girl was trying to slim down to a size 0 from a UK 12, she lost lots of weight but in the end she couldnt manage it but looked great ( Read more... )

Oh today i feel really happy, been dancing about like a weirdo... i know its no big cause for celebration but i lost 2lbs! so hopefully in a week ill be down sayyyy 3? maybe 4 more ( Read more... )

So i decided that i'd go on a fast, that really didnt pan out well at all so i've started 2468 today.
Glad of all days to start it was today - i've tons of university work to do before my big presentation tomorrow so im busy keepin' busy :)
So far only had 84 calories and i don't even feel hungry.. its only 2.03 though! XXlou