That is about the truth of it ( Read more... )

My boss told everyone I am leaving today.
This is not how I wanted it.
I just wanted to slip away quietly.
She also told me that I am always welcome back. comforting.

August 11
3.00pm

lets hang out?

i am leaving.
i love my friends and family.
i love my life.
but its time for me to go.
its right.
i will miss everyone so much.
but i know that the friendships i cherish the most are unbreakable.
and distance will only make me appreciate them more.

Yes that is right i am out of here!
going to visit melbs then off to sydney in early august.
finishing up work in late july!
life is changing!
i am excited!
YAY.

my toes are cold

I eat olives almost every day.
They are my favourite.
But today they were especially good!

i walked from work at kelvin grove to red hill to catch my bus as i usually do. the bus drove straight past me..but instead of getting angry like i usually do i just turned around and walked to woolies at paddington. there were many attractive people there it was interesting. but then around the corner walks the most amazingly beautiful male i have ( Read more... )

i try so hard but the harder i try the more i fail.
so frustrating.
i am sorry to all the people i have let down at some stage.
each and every one of you.
cos i have let everyone down somehow.
truely sorry.

i hate the feeling of rejection....
i hate the feeling of being second best...
i hate the feeling of being alone...
yet all these things seem to be the substance of my life.
why?
i think i find my strengths in my weaknesses.
but to me this does not make sense...