It's been years. Life has been topsy-turvy at every moment this year. From quick trips to europe to a long bike ride down the coast. Falling in love only to have my heart crushed by the realities of incompatibility. I'm readjusting to the fun that is being single again for the first time in a long time...I'm actually enjoying it this time ( Read more... )

and your not! Made it to Lawerence after a week of insane travelling from DC to here. Including 70 hours of no sleep from Cumberland to Lawerence with bars, trains and new friends along the way. Just woke up from a 17 hour death sleep and feel amazingly alive. I love travelling. Me and Max are insane travellers together, were very similiar in ( Read more... )

Spain has been interesting, I have enjoyed myself at most times but being alone has been hard. Alot of turmoil in my life back in Portland and it´s hard to deal with over e-mail and the only person I can discuss things with is myself...everyone else there is a language barrier of immense preportions. I´ve learned to talk in smaller more concise ( Read more... )

I´m not kidding. I´m staying in a squatted castle on the outskirts of Barcelona. Living the easy life for a few weeks. Then I fly back to DC and see Max. We travel across the country by any means to Portland and meet Corinna. Then the three of us bike across the northern part of the country for the summer. Can this year be anything but great ( Read more... )

I'm leaving in about 5 minutes to bike to seattle with this girl I met earlier this week. I love life and rash decisions, hopefully we won't die. Be back in a week...
-Robin

Anyone else notice the increase in crushes and attempts...nobody wants to be completly alone for the winter :) I'm definitly not immune to this right now. This is especially obvious here in Portand ( Read more... )

Just sometimes, things work out and it seems like everything is going to be okay and everything is just going upwards. This is one of those times. What a great night...I can't stop smiling. sigh ( Read more... )

I'm feeling sad and alone, dwelling on the past 4 months and how I've fucked everything up with everyone I care about. Maybe a bit of overstatement, but I can't handle situations correctly and it leads to bitterness and a dwindling cycle. I'm feeling more and more alone, more and more sad, more and more helpless. everything goes wrong sometimes ( Read more... )

Livejournals are so emo it hurts, I can't remember the last time I read a livejournal entry that didn't have some emo freaking side to it...But I'm just as guilty. I was trying to think of something not emo to put in here but I'm at a loss, but not because my life is all sad and emo, just because that shit ain't interesting. I work, I do stuff ( Read more... )

Unable to respond to personal e-mails...I'm confused about some things in my life. I feel myself becoming more and more alone and no one cares. I know this isn't fully true, but I can't help but feel this way. My "best friend" chooses to hurt me every day, she continues to lie to me and I have no way to confront her about it because I stumbled ( Read more... )