I woke up at 3pm today...that's damn late. Now I'll be up forever, luckily I went to the library today and picked up a few movies and think I will spend tonight watching them. Yay for movie night.

Not sure why, nothing is going wrong. Nothing whatsoever. I need to quit worrying about stupid little things and allow myself to enjoy life some more. Stupid day...stupid everything. Someone cheer me up somehow.

blacked out twice for sure, hazy on the other day. I'm freaking out internally about this whole thing. Hopefully I can clear it all up soon. Anyways, I plan on writing something more about all these things tomorrow, but who the fuck knows.

Today I saw this in a old copy of adbusters in the bathroom ( Read more... )

But I got a job finally!!!!!!!! Which if you know me, that is nuts. But it is under the table, only an hour a day and it is at an all night donut shop (Voodoo Donuts). So yeah, it basically is the job. I set my own hour (anytime between 10-6) with hope for more to come in the future. Plus unlimited free day old donuts for my friends (they don' ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about either turning this friends only or just hiding some old posts...I'm afraid people I talk about may read this and that would suck. I've made a point not to say anything I don't want people I know that read this to know but still, anyone could find it if they just try...Thoughts anyone? Or maybe I should just stop making this a ( Read more... )

A wierd party, but I ran into a kid I had met in NYC before. That was cool. the wierd part...3 different girls were really forward with me sexually, trying to get me to wrap myself around them. So odd. One of which I had had a crush on in the past, yet her behavior made me lose the interest. Ah the crush journal lives on...

I think I'm going to ask someone out on a date...But I first have to get over my utter fear of rejection. UGH. The thought of even making that phone call is making me sick.

I think I'm going to ask her to go do some graffiti with me on Sunday night, good idea? you tell me...

Damnit, this is the first time I've been this sick in years. Two days now I've been bedbound, but I'm pulling out of it I think. Which is good because lil' finally gets into town tomorrow afternoon. So yeah, fun should begin tomorrow. Not sure what will happen but it will all be mad fun and that is all that matters ( Read more... )

So, I'm too undecided on this so I thought I'd ( Read more... )