life is awesome.

:)

guess what?
im home. look how excited i am.
i actually came back on tues but eh.
i cant wait to go back to ct. i miss my awesome lovelies :(

And if you don't believe I think you should
You'd make me so proud.
Still you love to think you have always been this way
... but you're all wrong.

sorry had urge to delete this drama causing piece of nonsense for a bit.

but i cant fully get rid of it because i've had it so long. dont really plan on using it much but if you want to add me on makemeseestars feel free.

it's sad ( Read more... )

this is to someone who doesnt even read this. but whatever. i cant im you because you hate me. i dont understand it. we always fight, but really you usually start it with some bullshit that happened over two yrs ago and i snap at you because you dont understand all i want is to be civil. im sorry about everything that happened but still, i dont ( Read more... )

this place is a prison ( Read more... )

i'm alive.

and i go home tomorrow.
and i really dont want to.
id rather stay in this shithole state.
i fucking hate bellingham.

and i'm stuck there for an exact month.
what the fuck.

it still pisses me off so much because i tried to forget all of the shit that happened w/ tim. to my unh buddies: sorry i'm re-posting approximately the same shit here then my special lj. it just makes me so angry still. we broke away from each other for like a month and a half. then it all gets fucked up when tim got drunk and freaked out calling ( Read more... )

I'm not dead.