as if anything could make sense . . .

The Keys to Your Heart
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silly me. hurting myself at my b-day party.i sprained my ankle. i was postitive that it was broken. oh well. Caleb was so sweet and helpful . . . i love him so much.

Today is my birthday!!!! I'm 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nothing makes sense, God. I don't know why . .. i seem to be doing everything "right." i hate myself for being so fake. i really don't understand myself. but You do God. thank you .

i am looking forward to moving out of the house, but i think that i will miss living there later in life. ah, but such is life.

do you like my new pic? lol.
that me . .. or at least, my nickname is Dori b/c i can be forgetful alot.

i have 2 days to absolutly nothing.

i just don't get it God. I was drawing close to You. i felt real and complete. then i just ran. i've been trying to blame it on other things, but its completely my fault. i feel so worn and despairing b/c i cannot completely remove the temptations. they attack me every moment at school. and i don't always have a literal reminder of who and what i ( Read more... )

i saw Jon last nite. that was neat.