life was so much easier when clothes didn't match and boys had cooties.

when i was venting last nite i wrote love instead of life.what i meant to say was i guess they call it life . . . and thanks for the comments. i will keep in contact.

i just don't get it. how can i be so in love and happy with you in one moment, and the next completely hate you? i guess they call it love, but i don't know who they are. i was having a great day until you called again. ITS JUST NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!! do you know mad/miserable that made me?!!!? maybe i should just stop trying . would that work for you

i had a great time talking with Erin today. we got ice cream and talked about life. she is so easy to talk to. even though i don't know her very well, i shall miss her when she leaves for college. I regret not getting to know her before, i missed out on a great friend.

I need you GOd. i'm so far from You and my relationship that i once claimed with You.i find it hard to believe that just a few weeks ago i was basking in You love while i was at THe Summit. how could i have strayed so far? i want that love agian. i want to ne Yours always, not when i feel like it or when it looks good. let me be genuine with ( Read more... )

i'm back from summit. life is getting crazy again, not what i wanted.

so i'm here at summit and at the library tpying. DUH! i have so much to tell you all but i have limited time on the computer. just a few quick things: please pray that i will stay with what i have realized that i need to change in my life. i almost got struck by lighting last tuesday. and that i will get better soon. i've been battling a cold for ( Read more... )

i'm leaving for Summit camp on sunday. please pray for a safe trip and that this will possibly give me a life changing experience. i'm nervous. . . and don't completly want to leave and be gone for two whole weeks! i love you all. ~Sarah
ps- i may make this journal private soon, kinda like what Erin did.

well . . . vacation was fun . . . until my brother and i started fighting, i haven;'t had a moment of sanity since. i leave sunday for Colorado. two weeks away from my family i think will be good. not to be mean, but i really think that i need a break from almost everything. then i can consentrate on the right things, like God and my failing ( Read more... )

i won't be posting often this summer . . . hopefully i;ll be busy!!!
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