well, here it is summer break, a week and a half into it actually, and i'm so bored!!! and i feel like i cant do anything b/c i work almost every stinking afternoon from 3-6. grr.

so Friday nite started out cold and a bit of intermittant rain. a bunch of us tried to put up our 'brand' new tent. ha. we failed. the tent looked like it had been used before, it had a hole in it and the poles didn't even fit! so we decided not to use that tent. since we were camping in someone's back yard, my parents decided to sleep in thier ( Read more... )

C- i'm sorry about today. i really wanted to see you but my mom thought that it would be better for me to go to bed early and as usual she didn't tell me the whole story . . . that we are going to the early service tomorrow. but really, i just realized how big of a communication cap there is between my mom and i. (or is it me?)anyway . . . i just ( Read more... )

i need a life . . .

deliver me from all the sadness, deliver me from all the madness . . .
all of my life i've been in hiding, wishing there was someone just like you . . .
now that you're here, now that i've found you
I know you're the one to pull me through. . .

so now i know that you found my livejournal. i assumed you'd find it eventually. not that its a bad thing. but now you can see all the things that i've vented about.. . kinda.------- i'm sorry i don't want to make you frusterated. i love you too much. i don't want to lose you. please tell me . . . everything. and i'm trying i really am. espcially ( Read more... )

so now i know that you found my livejournal. i assumed you'd find it eventually. not that its a bad thing. but now you can see all the things that i've vented about.. . kinda.------- i'm sorry i don't want to make you frusterated. i love you too much. i don't want to lose you. please tell me . . . everything. and i'm trying i really am. espcially ( Read more... )

i'm hungry, but nothing is appealing.
i'm tired, but can't seem to rest.
i hate the way i'm living but too lazy to change it.

God i need to come back to You.
i need someone to remind me of that and to hold
me to my resolutions. i can't do anything alone . . .

wow. 'prom' was awesome . . . i had so much fun and got to know more about him. but those answers just raised more questions and me wondering what the heck is going on in my life and why i'm doing the stuff that i do. why do i say the things i say? and why can't i tell him what i should tell him or what is really going on inside that crazy brain of ( Read more... )

Your touch, your ways ( Read more... )