Dear Cry_baby ( Read more... )

So as of today this is my last week in Maine ( Read more... )

United Airlines ( Read more... )

i just don't have the energy to deal with this.. .. not right now.

so my christmas started out not how i expected ( Read more... )

so, the other morning i woke up and had a feeling. and i felt strong. so i got into some things that i have had in the back of my closet for months now, took a deep breath, and i took back a part of myself. i took a step. and even though it was as simple as putting a ring back on my finger, it was a baby step. baby steps are what i'm doin' these

one month.
four weeks.
30 days.

hmm. which doesn't sound so long away?

i had my last doctor's appointment today before i leave and i also got all my release forms for a doctor in California, once i find a good one. i think that's when it really set in that i am ACTUALLY going. i also think that i have my car sold, which is something i didn't expect to have done so soon. it will have a good home if all goes well. so ( Read more... )

so, another Thanksgiving gone by and you'd think by now i'd be used to not having my father around. but i'm not sure it's something i want to get use to. i wish things would have been different, and my father would have thought about things like this, and made sure he had a place for his kids to visit on the holidays, or even on a night where i ( Read more... )

Soo, I started a new job this week. And.. I love it. And, most of you are probably wondering why.. but the ones who know are the only ones that really need to know, and the benefit of it all is going to be amazing when I move. It was a smart choice on my part, if i do say so myself ( Read more... )