my feet hurt and i hate j. crew. it is such a boring job and the clothes are not even all that great. i want to quit so badly. it's not like i'm getting any hours anyway. at least some of the people there are cool ( Read more... )

BLAHHHHH.

GGRRRRRRRRR.

EERRRRGGGGGGG.

AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

UUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGHHHH.

the devil wears prada was SOOO GOOOD. and it makes me miss new york A LOT.

i love people who care. it's so much easier to not care than it is to care, which makes people who care about others truly amazing people. i love the person who cares about my feelings and doesn't want to see me sad. i love the person who cares about my safety and gives me advice before i go out. and i love the person who goes out of their way ( Read more... )

weeeeee! i like good weekends!! free movies, sleepovers, and pillow talk. houston symphony, foreign finnish boy, and the wonderful sarah elizabeth williams. real bbq, funny jamie, and indecisiveness. now back to reality, standing for 7 hours today, fake voice and phony sayings.

well not all, but a lot. okay, maybe just some. my feet hurt from standing up for so long on flat leather flip flops. i need to stop being so nice sometimes. people should not think you are a nice person unless you really are. i miss new york so much. texas is so fucking boring. and gas is quite the bitch. i am making money though which is ( Read more... )

hmmm...

i really hate myself right now. actually, hate is too strong of a word. i am upset with myself. i am feeling pretty down right now which is quite upsetting considering i was in bright spirits earlier. leaning my head against my wall could have been the best decision ever made. i drove tonight when i should not have. i wonder sometimes why i ( Read more... )

home is gooood. i miss nyc but things have been really nice in texas. i had work today and my legs and feet hurt a bunch but i got to see lots of cute clothes and browse what my first paycheck will be going towards. tonight is friday night but i will probably be going to bed early since i have to wake up early and work all day all over again.

it does not seem like very long. and that makes me sad because i feel like i have not made the most of my time home. i got a job and i quit after working for 3 days. but i have another one starting up soon. i wish i had money to simply spend because then i would. mixtapes are fun. boys are too. sleepovers are nice but damn i like my bed. i ( Read more... )