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friends cut
i decided im going to do a friends cut. i never thought i would coz i hate this kind of thing. but... well... some person i had on my friends list removed me (among about 50 other people) and blamed it on my shitty commenting.
i never thought something like this would hurt me. and it didn't. but it hurt my pride. with every new person i add i ( Read more... ) -
i is lab rat
i am so fucking tired!! tired tired tired tired ( Read more... ) -
i can't wait to go back
therapy was ok and weird at the same time. my therapist is a middle aged guy that reminds me of an englishman. he was quick to make me feel comfortable. it still was my first session and i have a lot more to get off my chest. i haven't told him about my suicidal thoughts yet and i don't know if i will tell him, but he said im depressed. well, i ( Read more... ) -
pic spam and a video
sorry for disappearing like that. so jj gave me s dvd full of goodies and in it was a file of different pics we've taken through these years. and i decided to spam you with stupid pics!!
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i hate xmas!
i was out with my sis and jj today. jj bought christmas cards. i was looking for some cool hair dye but all i could find was purple and i don't want that coz my glasses are purple and that would be too much purple on my head. so i bought a book. jeffrey eugenides' middlesex. i read a few pages and i already know im going to love it. i loved the ( Read more... ) -
pimping!!
i joined this new community, that i think is really awesome coz its a place where you can post and talk about anything you want. just the other day i was hoping there was a community like that, where you can meet new people and talk about things whitout that meaning you share a common obsession for a tv show, fashion, fan fiction and what else. and ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
i'm in a place where i really hate my life right now. i was thinking of deleting this lj account. i don't think i can do this though because ... because many entries have sentimental value for me. so i came up with a better idea. i'll stop using this account for some time. i have no idea for how much. as long as it takes me to get better. ( Read more... )
