it's over, two days was the climax. It doesn't bother me as much as I thought it would. She feels the same way as I, and that's okay. At least I'm not hurting; however, it seems as though I should. That has been the outcome of all of my past relations. We're still friends, but it's not the same. There is still common interest but I wish it was more

I love you, though we are drifting slowly apart. He is taking my place while filling in his own. I can't stand it, we were so close, but not anymore. You pop in at random, but it's not the same as it would be if...I remember so much. The talks we had, the moments we shared. You think we're still the same but you are misinformed bro. There is so ( Read more... )

My friend, Koby, and I skated all they way from downtown to the intersection of 89 and 89A. 12 miles, in the dark!!!!!! Top that sucka! Yeah it was cold and we are tired. But we had to, because we couldn't get a ride. It was crazy. You should try it sometime...no joke.

Two interests, they are best friends, bum deal. I don't know how to cope with this situation. One will despise me no matter what...maybe not. It depends on how I play my cards. They are both charming, but I want both of them for friends, though I am not quite sure that it will all work out the way I would like. Best friends, two completely ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I'm sitting at church tonight and I'm chatting with a very charming girl named Nicole. She is extremely nice, and not to mention pretty. But that wasn't the point, she always seems scared or sad or out of place. So being the outgoing to person that I am (NOT) I was trying to make her comfortable, I've just been doing this for a while and ( Read more... )

Yeah it sure was crazy today. Koby, Chris, and I skated all day in Cotton Wood. We went to the skatepark, it was so rad. We are beginning to film clips for a skate video, so we're trying to get a head start on it before hardcore winter sets in. YOu can't skate in the snow you know...um yeah that was lame. But yeah, I flung myself into a empty ( Read more... )

Hey guys and girls...um yeah that last entry caused quite a rucus, actually I lied it didn't. Kind of, but to you all it was a toss up between two girls but it was in fact about megan. Your comments were nice...and I hope to have as many comments on other entries as that one! You (who made comments) made me laugh, so that was cool. Good bye

She is depressed, and hates it. I just want to make her happy. She rocks, and does not deserve to feel like she does. You need to be here, you could do more than I. She needs someone to cry on, and I want to be that person but I'm not that close to her...She probably wouldn't pick me anyway. I hate to see her this way, I hope it doesn't last. It ( Read more... )

I long to scream at the top of my lungs. But people do not faze me. People in themselves do not, but situations do. I don't know where I am right now...I need to speak to God more than friends, but it's harder. Friends give an answer so clear and quick, but God is so quiet and slow about things. It's nothing wrong with Him, because he is perfect ( Read more... )

um...I don't really know what I want to do at this point in my life. I love you guys, you make my life so sweet (in every sense of the word). Without you all (Megan, Mandi, Kelsey, Corey, Richard) my life would be so sour. You all work together to help me out of my melancholy pits. I stumble and fall and you all help me up again in your own ( Read more... )