WOW!!! it has been years and years since i have been on here. I'm not going to lie, I completely forgot about this page. I would apologize but after reviewing some of the entries I had, I was a very annoying, whiny little girl who at the time felt that her problems were the end of the world and the most important things ever. So I will not ( Read more... )

wow, its been awhile huh. well i dont know if i have mentioned that i was going to the Dominican Republic. well i went. for a week. and you know, it had so much potential to be so much fun... unfortunatly, it really wasnt. i was ready to come home the second day we were there. and by home i mean my real home. oklahoma. i never thought i would be ( Read more... )

the days get longer... and the nights are too short. everything is so depressing sometimes. maybe im handling things the wrong way... but people should just let me do it my way ( Read more... )

its fathers day. i didnt know what to do this morning when i saw my dad. i love him so much. i went and gave him a hug, and talked to him for a long time trying to cheer him up, but for the most part, i could tell he was pretty upset. there was never any telling when chrissy would call, but nothing would stop her from calling on fathers day. it ( Read more... )

you never know what you have until it's gone. God Chrissy i miss you so much. everyone tells me that it takes time, and nothing will make this easier. and they are right... because nothing makes it easier... .everything seems to make it harder. i keep coming across little things. things like letters she wrote to me, movies or songs i know she loved ( Read more... )

i love you Chrissy. for those of you who would like to know more of what happend, go here. i saw this on a comment left on her last entry.

http://imaria.livejournal.com/52756.html

my sister died. i cant believe that. it is all so unreal. like a horrible nightmare. i mean, how can my sister... MY SISTER, how can she die? what am i going to do? how am i going to make it without her? i dont know if that sounds selfish of me or not. my past entries about how much i hate this, and that, and how miserable i am all seem so stupid ( Read more... )

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! im sick. sick of just about everything right now. i dunno... im a weirdo i guess. im bored. and i want to move out like... right now, this very second. that way, i will have the freedom to not have to come home early, and i wont have to do the chores by a certain time... i guess i complain too much huh. chances of me moving ( Read more... )

here i am... im right here... hello everyone. i think i got lost for awhile, but i have been recovered, so dont worry. i just recently got a few emails from friends saying they havent heard from me in awhile, so i figured, hey... maybe its because i havent been on live journal in a long time... or maybe thats not the reason, but whatever, im here ( Read more... )

ello ello... how goes it. im in a different kind of mood tonight... i hate the fact that i have a 10:30... sometimes 10:00 or even 9:00 curfew. i am 19 years old. that blows! there are people in my classs that are 17 and 18 years old with 2:00 curfews... its not like i am this irresponsible girl who is going to be doing all kinds of horrible things ( Read more... )