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Right now I have zero self esteem. I know that I should never let anyone make me feel that way but I couldnt help it. First he says something that made me recoil as if I had been slapped and then makes me feel like im repulsive and dirty. I havent felt this low in a very long time. I learned how to tune it out for the most part. I cried while at

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[anonymous]

With all due respect madam, the two people that really cared about you, you tossed aside like garbage

Thanks but no thanks

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You really should tell me who you are when you decide to comment to me and when you decide to do that do me a favor and tell me who those two people are. Cuz as far as I know the people that I love are still around. You win some, you lose some. But being that this is public you can express your opinion just like I can. Thanks for your input, however useless it may have been to the current situation. Was your two cents worth it?

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Oh and I matched your IP address so this is either Travis or someone on the same computer that he posts from. If your going to leave comments make sure that your not linked to an IP address cuz it gives you away. Why wouldnt you just use your normal LJ name anyways? But those two people you were talking about must have been Josh and you Trav. I didnt throw you guys away. It was high school I wasnt ready for that kind of a relationship. I still love Josh, we still talk but I dont think of him in the romantic sense anymore. You have Violet, someone who really cares about you and you were willing to make that leap into a very committed relationship. Congrats. But dont chide me on my choices in high school relationships. Thats all window shopping and figuring out what you want later in life. So thanks for helping me figure out what I didnt want in a relationship. I broke up with you, yep it happened, I dont regret it. You werent right for me. And you didnt love me remember? You just loved me as a friend so its better that way. You just

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I posted anonymously so people would look at the message and not who sent it. It wasn't to be sneaky, but had I posted under my name people might have gotten the wrong impression. Besides, you are wrong, I was NOT referring to myself, but rather Jim, who had liked you long before I ever even knew of your exsistance. And yes Josh was the other one, I have no regrets about the past either, you were the stepping stone into a real relationship for me. We served our purpose to each other and discovered we are better off as friends. Besides, this was not a comment made to harrass, but rather remind you fo your fickle nature, noting of course that I started with "WIth all due RESPECT" for I personnaly believe that respect is due. I think only positive things about you and yes, though I could have worded things a little nicer, it is hard to convey ones emotion and point through text based conversation. I sincerely apologize for ny wrong doings on my part. On a side note, Amanda, wishing death upon someone is quite harsh, espescially for