I've had enough of this

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I wake up and cant wait to call you so I can spend time with you....which I havent been able to do in several days. So I call you and you dont really listen and tell me you cant concentrate on what im saying cuz you just bought alcohol and your friend is talking to you. THen you say it...your typical line "I'll call you back in like two seconds"

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[boonedip]

You should apologize. He was with his friends just hanging out and you wanted to talk that second when it was inconvienent for him and then you went on the attack. He's not wrong to be upset. The texting thing is a bullshit move. He invited you later, which was a good move on his part and then you took a joke way to heart which I doesn't sound like it was supposed to cut as deep as it did and you didn't really seem to look at it from any other view other than your own. You should read what you wrote again. Then tell me what you've had enough of.

Sorry. Didn't mean to get so serious. Just pisses me off when girls get this one-sided emotional view and expect everyone to give them a shoulder to cry on.

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I did look at it from his side. But at that moment I was upset and needed someplace to vent. This is where I do this. My emotional posts arnt meant to grab sympathy, just a way for me to get out my feelings which helps the calm down process and let me think about things. I'm not nearly as one sided as you seem to think I am. Everyone gets one sided views sometimes and there are times when even the best of us need a shoulder to cry on. However this really wasnt one of those times. I agree this post was emotional and when I look back on it a bit silly but it did exactly what I needed it to so I have no qualms about anything I said.

[boonedip]

None the less, I hope you apologize. Justifying how you felt at the exact moment doesn't exactly make the outcome of the evening any better. My advice to you is to not vent in the moment, you only say things you regret and over react and feel like shit later and you can't take that back. Not on live journal persay, but in conversations with others. I have friends (sort of) that try to pull this shit and they get pissed off when people don't side with them and refuse to look at where they might be wrong. I'd just rather you weren't one of those people and end up getting confused why relationships never last as long as you like and it seems you need to hand out more apologies more often than you feel comfortable with. It doesn't really matter what you say on live journal (unless these friends can read it, at which point it does matter) because noone cares what anyone says on livejournal, its nothing short of a verbal port-a-potty.

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I'm not above admitting I was wrong. Thats never been an issue for me. And no, he doesnt read this thing. So none of the things that I write here hell read. And I did apologize to him. Like I said, I'm not one of those pig headed people that cant admit a wrong doing or stay mad forever.

[boonedip]

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