why is it that when you need someone the most they leave you ( Read more... )

i was doing so good today ( Read more... )

i don't update enough...so im thinking of a place to go for spring break...i might go up to canada...Ahe(sounds like A)...might visit a lady friend there.the drinking age is like 18...so im going drinking.and pot is legal in small amounts...wahoo...so...wait...HASH BROWNIES!! you think?? blah

Sooooo...for my birthday i did these things:went to church, where i was not needed, waste of time. Had McD's for supper by my self...bought my birthday presents with my own money(no bday money)was depressed, traffic in the morning and afternoon was bad, and the weather was HORRIBLE. So far we have not gone for a birthday dinner(usually we go the ( Read more... )

latest news...im turning 19 tomorrow.
and im thinking about joining the airforce

so im over ashley. which is a relief. she makes me feel like shit. i can't have that. so i want to find a relationship/ have a relationship, a romantic one. it would be nice. but the way things are going and how god is the kid with the magnifying glass and my fate depends on him...i doubt i'll have any luck for a while.

im an ant and god is a fucking kid with a magnifying glass and im burning on the ground

so i talked to ashley for the first time in 7 months. and it went AMAZING. i was shocked. we are going to try and hang out on sunday and watch movies with friends depending on how crazy things get at her house. we are going to try and see each other sunday morning at church. that made my day, my week and possibly my month. the only thing to make ( Read more... )

so its the second weekend...and im alone again ( Read more... )

I feel so alone ( Read more... )