so me asking you to hang out wasn't just for us to hang out
it was to spend time so i could talk about the things thats been going on
i was quite upset about things and wanted to get some things off my chest
and you refused to listen
and i realized that you didn't care

im in my darkest hours and no one is there to help me

if i want to spend time with someone
why can't someone want to spend time with me?

i say that i want to spend time with someone ( Read more... )

hey
i think you are so fantastic
i don't think that i have ever told you this but i think you are
everything you do inspires me in someway.
you are so important to me
i don't know what i would do with out you

so i know i don't update this journal very often. its because nothing ever exciting happens. at school we cook. thats fun but not exciting. my doctors changed my meds. thats great but not exciting.
im hopefully going to spend time with one of my most favourite people on saturday i think i talked to her about it.

::sigh ( Read more... )

i havn't been writing in this journal because i have a real live journal that i have been using...i take it to my therapst. or i havn't yet but i will start to...maybe this will help understand why i am depressed. hmm...

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so i havn't really updated in a while...i don't know the last time i updated...i'll ahve to go look maybe ( Read more... )