i realized today how much the ignorance of youth fucks up your entire life.
especially since the invention of the computer.

so i've lost the game ( Read more... )

it makes me depressed.
what i have to do.

somethings got to be done.
something i don't want to do but have to.
got to do it.
don't want to.
but have to.

vikings lost so i did too. i put $10 on them, but when your 2,000 miles from home and only got $40 and no place to sleep thats a lot of money. If they would have won they'd have paid $25 ( Read more... )

i'm going to vegas as soon as i find a car. who wants to go and who has the car? i can drive the whole way nonstop if need be. leave on the 4th, back on the 9th. fuck the airline ( Read more... )

ya ever figure maybe, just maybe, someday some of this nonsense might make a little bit of sense. Is that too much to ask for ( Read more... )

so it's another night ( Read more... )

so it's another night ( Read more... )

some guy outside the apt. asked for a light so when i provided offered me a cig. i said no, asked if he had anything else. "Let me come in" he says, "and we'll blow some bud". Well, we blew, but not bud, now i'm up and veronica is asleep. i've dranken a six of corona to try to fall asleep but i'm still awake ( Read more... )