I suppose the reason as to why I haven't been blogging much is because I just haven't had the time to think. Away are the days where shrewd and seemingly random floating thoughts would grace my mind. Now these days it's like school >>> do, do ,do, do. I just do things for the sake of doing them. Do homework, go out, spend time with others, there is ( Read more... )

On Friday I was supposed to go to the mall with a friend whom I haven't seen in months. After elementary school we drifted quickly and have failed to maintain contact. We used to be really close friends, hung out for a whole summer and just hit it off really well. I guess I may have got my hopes up too high though, as she never ended showing up. I ( Read more... )

I don't think I'll ever forget today.  

I've never been absent so many days in one semester, and now the number just keeps adding up. I'm not even physically sick anymore really, I've put away the tylenol cold. But... I'm sick...

Maybe I thought school was going to be a distraction, in a good way. But it isn't, and now I'm just too stressed. I'm too conscious, too nit picky about the ( Read more... )

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Sweet 16! Woohoo =]

It's actually somewhat incredible how my day keeps bending and twisting and bending some more. I am tuckered out, exhausted, and yet I still insist on trying to run for another 5km. I knew it was a fat chance that that would work out, as my throat flared and burned when I was simply just walking. Finally I gave up half-heartedly, realizing that I ( Read more... )

Waking up this morning, I tried to tell myself 'you're okay, you can go to school.' But I felt groggy, the thought of my classes brought on a surge of pain, and to make things worse I'm still sick. I'm exhausted, tired, and my weight keeps skipping everywhere.

I really want a chocolate chip banana muffin right now.

It hurts.

I was supposed to work (temporarily) this morning, but ditched last minute. Steaming clothes and presenting them nicely wasn't exactly my cup of tea, so I left and sat in Tim Hortons for a good hour and a half with one of my friends. A pretty sunrise, toasted whole wheat bagels with margarine and paper cups of hot chocolate filled up my morning.

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