sometimes i wonder if all of this is worth it.
but it doesnt take long to realize that what i have is perfect.
for me. 

 im not sure anyone even reads this anymore but thats okay...i just need some where to store my thoughts
i wish i knew hpw to put pictures on here because i have the cutest little girl in the world.
as hard as it is...i love my life even though i wish i could have lived more...i guess i still have time right?

hm. so i havent actually updated in a while
nothings new really
im excited about prom
and variety show is coming up
uh
im going to california in a couple weeks
school good. grades are fine
i found out why its really hard for me to keep friends
and most the time its not their fault
and to the ones who have stuck around 
thanks
im pretty happy
theres nothing to ( Read more... )

dont phunk with my heart
<3

so im gonna go with this layout
i cant really tell if i like it or not
but im too tired to mess with it more.

&there she sits
with her white gloves
holding back her crying fits
but theres just to much to hold
no one really wants to know
happiness is barely told

everything seems so perfect.

im still getting it right

its the simple things that matter the most.

i just want to be home tonight