So I got back from Beach Bash last night. I had my doubts about going, but it was truely worth it. Those Lutherans are pretty neat people. Let me tell you about it...

So on wednesday night I went to Hannah's dad's house and we hung out. To be specific, we ate a whole bag of those sour thingies, watched some TV, tried on all my clothes that I was ( Read more... )

I hate being home. It always brings me down. When I was in Kentucky, I was always so fucking happy. Ask anyone. I would run around outside, play with the football with everyone, dance to no music, sing for no reason, smile constantly, catch fireflies, lay on the floor and just stare at the celing or sky or whatever was above me, jump on the ( Read more... )

So, as some of you may know, Derek is single again. And, as most of you knew, I was completely over him. Completely over him. Well, boys and girls, I'm not so sure about that anymore. I think, when he was going out with Lara, that I convinced myself that I no longer was infatuated by him because I knew that I could not have him and it was no use ( Read more... )

So, I got my hair cut today. The lady said that she would only need to take off about an inch and a half to make it look healthy. She took off a little more than that. She said she loved cutting my hair and it sure seemed like it because she just kept cutting and cutting and cutting. So now I have short hair. Yay? I really don't know what to think ( Read more... )

I am so bored, I have nothing at all better to do! ugh.

So, I guess I'm home. It's kind of weird. I have been living with such a close group of people for the last 12 days having the best time of my life, and now, it's over... I don't really know how to take it all in. I guess I missed everyone in some way or another, but honestly, it was nice to get away from everything. I know there was no big drama ( Read more... )

So, tomorrow morning at 5:30 in the AM, I will be on my way with some of the most fun people in the world to Kentucky. That still sounds weird to me. I'm not ready to go on ASP. I like thing's in my life just they way they are. Thing's are good. I don't want to run off and risk messing something up. I don't want to realize anything, experience ( Read more... )

I know this is totally random, but I was flipping through some papers trying to find a good quote to put on my ASP box, and i came across a page with this written and it just made me start cracking up. "I heard his penis was crooked." "Crooked??" "Yeah, like boomerang crooked!" "OMG ew."....."U-turn crooked!"..... " 'Have you ever slammed your dick ( Read more... )

Sometimes, a night out with the girls is just what you need...

I'm happy. Truly happy. I love you. And I'm happy. I'm happy that you're happy. I'm happy that I'm going out of town for almost two weeks. I'm happy I'll be with my church for two weeks. I'm happy I'm alive. I'm happy happy happy. Thankful too. Very thankful. And this time that I'm ( Read more... )

"I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The ( Read more... )