what the fuck will you do for the rest of your life ( Read more... )

Throw another one in the mix, maybe I can handle it.

I do care, I care so much actually. It still hurts, it still makes me sad, but what can ya do?

What is ironic is this is probably the happiest I have been in quite sometime besides that one factor. Everything seems to be going wonderfully.

My schedule for senior year is going to be hectic as hell, for some reason I thought I was going to have only ( Read more... )

I hear the same shit.
"things will get better"
"just be positive"
"something worse could have happened"
"People are in worse situations than you are"
blah. blah. blah. I know. I KNOW. I know this, I am tired of hearing it. I am not being over dramatic, why? Becuase I am living in the moment, something I told myself I shouldn't do. As I live in the ( Read more... )

havent updated in a long time. Been "busy", I suppose ( Read more... )

Things aren't going to well. I am miserable as fuck. only two people have honestly made me feel better. I love how i can get away from it all with them, they are like my escape. thank goodness for the two lovelies.

As much as I am her friend, she dug herself a hole. No sympathy here, I dont give sympathy for stupidity. It was common sense, and ( Read more... )

Prom was last night, and it was wonderful.

I miss Natomas, I miss everyone from there, I wish I still went there. I want to graduate with my class. The kids I started school with from the beginning. yeah... that would be great.

Got ready at Janny's, went to Zach's, went to Kyle's, took pics, went to some girls house, took pics, off to outback, good ( Read more... )

Prom is tomorrow. I am excited to see old faces. I just hope it will be good clean fun.

So yes.. yesterdays fun filled day.

Brit calls me up right when the bell rings, and informs me that she wont be coming to school b/c smoke started coming out of the hood of her car. I refused that she stay home so i told her I would go and pick her up.


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yesterday was good times. OH YEAH. post pics later.

this week is going good.

i hate being nervous about work.