So, in recent ponderings, I have concluded that I am terribly lucky to have what I have and that I was terribly silly in highschool for thinking that I'd never have it. What I'm saying is I have a wonderful boyfriend who loves me and takes care of me and treats me like I'm someone special (and I love him and take care of him and at least try to ( Read more... )

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Since I last wrote, I have traversed the country-from Honolulu to LA to Dallas to Denver to Boston and finally to Raleigh. We have a house of our very own (we bought it, no thanks to our realtor) that we get to decorate and I absolutely adore it here. I am so glad I'm not living in hotels anymore. While my cross-country trip was fun, it was also ( Read more... )

Well, all, it's official. I am moving to North Carolina with my boy. YAY for EST!!!

And this day represents another day I really wish I was in MA again... or at least somewhere closer to there, rather than the farthest I can get while still being in the United States. I keep hearing family and friends tell me how lucky I am to be here because of the lack of cold and snow... and all I really want is the cold and snow again. I ( Read more... )

Well CHristmas is over, the goose is no longer fat, hehe, and New Year's shall be upon us soon. In any case, twas a strange Christmas pretty much because it was so warm but Daniel was very good to me this year and he liked his presents from me too. I miss Massachusetts lots tho, Hawaii is nice but it still isn't home. WEll, I guess that concludes ( Read more... )

Two posts in the same day, what's happening!?! In any case, it just hit me how many people I've lost due to stupid decisions and how many friends I regret not having anymore. Sometimes it sucks being alone and having time to think. I do wish those people whom I do not talk to anymore have the heart to forgive and forget someday. Ah well.

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I miss home. Who knew I'd end up missing autumn....it's too hot here in Hawaii. Mostly tho, I just miss my friends and family... I have friends out here and all but I still miss everyone... all the family parties and stuffness -sigh- Ah well, the job is going good and I make really good money!

While perusing a journal that used to have me friended and then unfriended me which means I can't read any of it a thought occurred to me... do people forget me as easily as I remember them? People always seem surprised when I know something about them that they told me but didn't expect me to remember. It may seem a bit morose, but I really am ( Read more... )