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[cryngmoonmaiden]

Why am I here? ..I don't even feel like I'm alive... I realize I'm crying every now and again. I woke out of it when I noticed I was sitting in an uncomfortable corner next to the furnice staring at the bird... or was it the dresser infront of me? Phase in... don't want to be here... phase out...

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[myopian8]

I steals you from unhappies and make you teh woot!

... *spank?*

Chicago ... tomorrow ... ;o)

[cryngmoonmaiden]

You definately could steal me away from unhappiness. :) I haves no $.$ all going towards... bills.. ;.; I spanked your for your birthday. I did it lightly and with party poppers! :D *Hugs*

[anfrey]

sounds like we need to hang out

[cryngmoonmaiden]

It's gotten pretty serious. I have no control. My body doesn't want to do anything, but it can't stay stationary either. It's a restless nothing. ;.; I forced myself to watch and do things I normally like doing, but there's no interest, and just an unhappy feeling of emptiness that festers.

[anfrey]

you've lost that lovin feeling, whoa that lovin feeling.. you've lost that lovin feelin and now it's gone gone gone... and you can't go on, whoa...

bring back that lovin feeling

periods of.. not darkness, per se, but of nonsentiment happen to the best of us. it's a matter of reconnecting with yourself and the world around you with a guilt-free desire for happiness and joy.

[cryngmoonmaiden]

Guilt Free... *Looks at her misery that sleeps in the bed aside her.* You know I can't say there is a person I hate more, then the unhappiness that plagues my home. One of the reasons for me keeping him here was because I didn't want to get thrown out on the street. Yesterday he says to me, " I hope one day you are at the mercy of someone else." ... And then he says, " If you throw me out, I will tell the poilice that you have been keeping me here illegally (Not on the lease in a one bedroom apartment.) for over a year. He is the type of person that will distroy those he "cares" about needlessly