Loneliness should not be equated with being alone. Everyone has times when they are alone for situational reasons, or because they have chosen to be alone. Being alone can be experienced as positive, pleasurable, and emotionally refreshing if it is under the individual's control. Solitude is the state of being alone and secluded from other people, ( Read more... )

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Instead I spent the night in pm with a dashing male. But I... I've... not like it matters.. I've had my heart set on another guy for the past year... Meh... It's not like he's ever -really- noticed me in that sense anyways. ... Alright I'll be out of town these next few days guys. I'm leaving tonight at 6:30 pm I'm meeting some rich, ( Read more... )

I'll be back on later tonight, confined to the darkness, kept ever so quietly in my room, I'll be back to spend unwanted hours on my PC again. I swear, I'm feeling like doing something extreme... EXTREME! ARGH! I'm tired of never being able to do anything I want. I'm tired of my life style sufficating my own choices. I'm not angry, I'm past ( Read more... )

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Bunny and Anfry, call before you leave, because when I get up I gotta shower'n'stuff, naturally lol. I'm going to go back to bed for a couple of more hours, when the roomie woke up for work he kept me up too at 3 in the morning. Need a little more nappy....ZzzzZzzzz Other then that, I'm all packed and ready to go.ZzzzzZzzZZzz ( Read more... )

All these photos below are potential candidates to go on my profile there. SO I started taking alot of pictures and having fun.


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DisorderRatingParanoid Personality Disorder:Very HighSchizoid Personality Disorder:HighSchizotypal Personality Disorder:HighAntisocial Personality Disorder:HighBorderline Personality Disorder:LowHistrionic Personality Disorder:Very HighNarcissistic Personality Disorder:HighAvoidant Personality Disorder:HighDependent Personality Disorder:High ( Read more... )

I emailed a guy on www.true.com, it's not a personal message, just how I feel in regaurds to the world and it's people in a nutshell. So I figured I'd put it in my lj, since what started as one little message turned into something expressively meaningful to me ( Read more... )