I lied?

[cryngmoonmaiden]

Instead I spent the night in pm with a dashing male. But I... I've... not like it matters.. I've had my heart set on another guy for the past year... Meh... It's not like he's ever -really- noticed me in that sense anyways. ... Alright I'll be out of town these next few days guys. I'm leaving tonight at 6:30 pm I'm meeting some rich,

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[prettymei]

Please be careful. ;-; Meeting people from the intarweb can sometimes be unsafe and scary. I wish you had a friend who could go with you.

[cryngmoonmaiden]

Me too, guys online don't seem to take too well with the idea of me bringing along a friends. I wish I had a friend to bring along... but besides the point, I always end up saying to them, " Why does me bringing along another harmless happy face to our meet, which is what we want to accomplish here, meeting more people, to increase my comfort zone and prolly yours in the event of making moments less awkward, displease you?" -=^.^=-

I didn't end up hanging out with him because he was stupid as fuck, aka horny and only horny. Just another pulsating dick in the pants sucking up all his brain juice. Guys that just want to fuck me need to realise they're wasting their time. I'm a fucking tease, I'm going to have a great time while I'm teasing you, and if you don't dedicate many hours to pleasing me, making me happy, and experiencing things together, you're not likely to get a hand on this puss!!

[cryngmoonmaiden]

Plus yesterday blew balls because little miss lone partier decided to have 10 beers when 2 gets her drunk... lol I was far too hung over to do a damn thing. Like, you ever get that hang over where all you can do is sit and pout as the painstakingly slow hours progress along. I eventually got into a routine: Shift around in the computer seat, lay down for about 3-5 minutes, bathroom nervously, and back at the computer again, rinse, lather, repeat, for about 5 hours lol. I am soooooo fricken happy to be sober I think I'll stay in this state for a long while now lol.

I think I actually got the attitude while I was drinking," Hey, it's been awhile since I've had a hang over. Tommarrow seems like a lovely day for a hang over! *Mindlessly guzzles.* No day is ever a day for a hang over. What a waste of time that was lol. ... I feeling awfully chatty... lol!