Gone

[cryngmoonmaiden]

I'm screaming until I can feel the blood boiling in my throat.
I'm allowing myself to get so mad because it's driving.
I'm tired of crying.. rage feels so much better.
Look at all these... cuts and bruises on me.
They feel good...

Alice has snapped.

Comments

[myopian8]

It is believed that, sometimes when we are angry, our feelings are misprocessed as hurt.

But ... don't hurt yourself by being angry ..!

[cryngmoonmaiden]

Oh meep, I guess it sounds like I got a little emo here. I didn't hurt myself parsay, more like... Punching, fighting with objects, and trantruming about got my cuts and bruises all over my arms, legs, face, and midsection even.

*Huggies you.* But hey, since I blew up and exploded into a million little shards of distruction, I feel more at peace and happier then I have in a long time. -=^.^=-

[prettymei]

-_- I hope this phase ends for you soon. I completely understand anger, and I also understand when the overwhelming anger is directed towards the self.. but it's not a good thing when it gets physical. I've been through it a few times myself, just hang in there and please stop. No man is worth it, believe me. I can relate totally; the times I hated myself like that were stemmed from relationship issues too. But don't ever, EVER underestimate your self worth because of a man. And don't ever think that you are impossible to make happy. It's just not true. Failed relationships are not your fault. It's a fact of life, and it -always- takes two... to fail or succeed.

[cryngmoonmaiden]

I don't know why, but since I snapped I've been very happy. O.O Your words are filled with power Momo and at times like these I need friends like all of you guys who posted on this lj. I'm thankful. Dispite the distant I think all of us have a pretty neat -there for each other- type of friendship. I just wish I could get out of my own depression and be there more for you guys.

I wonder if I'll ever find that Mr. Perfect straight from the romance adventure novel of my dreams... But I think the mystery to it makes it all the more exciting.

"But don't ever underestimate your self worth because of a man." <3

[bunnydreams]

we need some girly time together...wish I lived closer..:(

Get better soon ^^

[cryngmoonmaiden]

Getting better -=^.^=-!!! *Tackles.* I can't wait to spend girlie time witcha. >.^