there must be something in the food... becuase after i had a vanilla coke and a rost beef sandwich which i bought for four dollars from a real resturant and not dorm food i felt quite better..... oh ya and i walked areound... and watched a series of unfortunate events (jim cary is such an over actor- quite annoying really--).. i liked the outfits ( Read more... )

quick research and i honestly beilieve the u here is totally full of S...H...I.....T.!!!!!!!!!!!! "• More people die from suicide than from homicide ( Read more... )

i really love that little purple dude he is sooo cute....

i got bored writing my paper and started surffing.. i wanted to know how many people this year have already commited sucide at my school... and they say that ONLY 12.6i% think about sucide up to six times a year.... only 12% you have to be shitting me that sounds way low.. do you mean to tell me that most people don't think about suicide.. really ( Read more... )

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today i think i am back to my old self... not that i even like my old self.. but i was able to take a shower and have started on my studies again...((((sarcastic yeah))))... i really hate life..

damit i am tired but i can't go to sleep.. i am supposed to go to sleep now.. DAMN IT>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<... i wish i could cry right now... actually its been three days now since i have cried for no reason.. i mean real tears.. not wishing i could cry like right now... good for me.. record..@! anyway.. i can't find my hand writenjournal which i ( Read more... )

it is actually lethargic.. not lathargic..... and it means like slow moving and deep sleep like a lump of clay..... THAT'S EXACTLY HOW I FEEL.. HOW COOL IS THAT!!!! I AM A LETHARGIC CLUMP OF CLAY.... i lay all day.. sleeping probably from 13 to 15 hours.. still feel slow moving... i don't really have a state of concenious.. just like clay would(it ( Read more... )

i really like writting my feelings down.. i kindda makes me feel better.. like when i paint them out or draw them out... its so addictive.. now only if i were good at it.....hmmmmmmm....... i should just combine my writing, art, musical, and film talents all into one...jk that would be over load.... actually i was going to make an instalation with ( Read more... )

i had a nice chat with queenstumblina today... it was nice talking with ( Read more... )