i am again eating alone... i just happened to have my computer with me... i think i can count on my fingers and toes the amount of times i have not eaten alone...i am eating this substance in which i can i dentify as yesterday's meal... which wasn't that good when it was fresh.... but at least i am eating with mildlerooke peeps.. and the pizza ( Read more... )

god kill me now!!!!!----well at least he made frappachino's...

i figured to study i should get out of my doorm so i went to the student union... now there is a creepy guy that keeps asking me dumb questions about he man and if he would win in a fight ... well duh he man always wins....... and then he shows me stuff on his computer making fun of learning to read stuff... weird.... but i am going to try and ( Read more... )

i am tired of being here... i am tired of living... i have no pupose... and everything is boring... i don't feel like doing anything... the world is all gray to me... and it doesn't seem to ever get better....why do people live?

the worms go in the worms go out... the worms they crawl all over and all about....

it seems everyone knows my other personality now.... hmmmmm (((coughs Katie)))..its fine to tell your mom but to let the whole world know about my problems is knida annoying.. especially when i didn't even want you telling your mom.... there is a certian someone who is very caring but tends to over react to thoughts such as mine... LIN don't be

yeah ok i am a little annoyed at katie.... just read her lj and it disturbes me...at least the part where she talked about me... i am not whatever.. if you can't support me your not a very good friend... you should be there for me through the bad and the good... i feel very angry... just becuase my life "isn't peaches"... doesn't mean you should ( Read more... )

i like tying myself up.. not in a creepy way its sort of a mindless thing i do i don't even think about just like if there is a pair of siccors in front of my i will mindlessly cut away at whatever.. i don't even realize i am doing it half the time.. but i pulled a stupid..there was tape .. so i mindlessly picked up the tape and wrapped it around ( Read more... )

since i didn't get a very good night sleep... i have a head ache and a stomach ache.. i thought would write up what the resturant did wrong yesterday. First they left the mayonaise out...(it needed to be put on ice if it was going to sit out all day).. second they didn't cover the tomatoes/ lettuce they had out as dress your own toppings... ( Read more... )

i am in one of my (i really can't concentrate moods)... i am now feeling really really anzy .... i decided not to pace my room and write instead.... although i am haveing trouble concentrating on typing... right now i kindda feel like my body wants to stretch in a million different directions... that energy if i had any would burst through my seems ( Read more... )

i just wanted to take note of this momentumous occasion... i got sick of looking at my dissgusting room and have finally made a path from my chair/bed to the door... and there is quite a large chunk of floor that can now bee seen.. i took a chisel and started hacking away... its getting there chink by chink... its still extremely mess unorganized ( Read more... )