dudes!!!!!!! oh mano mano!! ingrizzle, sarah and richard are such crackheads. lol it's crazy how much they take that ish...lol i am their supplier...anyways jordy you need to get off of the whole war thing..i really don't care to read about that ishhhh. dude brandys what about us is off of the hook! thanks richard! luv ya'll

i mean, yeah..life is not supposed to be understandable, right? but how on earth am i supposed to understand why something happened if i can't even grasp the whole concept of it??? how can someone be here one day and then gone the next?? it's impossible. there's no way that could ever happen.

i don't understand. maybe im not supposed to. but i don't at all. life is not what i thought it was in the least-life is not where i want to be right now. i would never kill myself, i just want to be taken from this place. i want to just be in heaven with lauren. i want to be gone.

i can't believe my eyes i can't believe my ears...i can't believe my stars i can't believe my fears...my worst fears. coming true. all around me up and over again how did this happen? how did this exist in TIME? how did God justify this? answers unknown. answers unfound. answers profound. too wise for my small brain. too large for my heart ( Read more... )

so i am really tired right now. it's like three fourty in the morning. johnny has a paper lamp...and merlo likes it. nice...anyways...jazz music is a good thing to stay up to...i guess...lol...God bless you all...and please pray for lauren, jessica and casey's family's! thanks.

Yeah...so i just took sarah's destiny quiz and it said that i am going to be the "enslaver of humanity".  i don't really know what to think about this yet, so ill get back to you...

exactly as i always thought...NOT! i knew, but i didn't know, because i never gave God a chance. NEVER! how could i let such an amazing thing such as this pass? i dont even know. you probably don't know what i am talking about. don't worry, neither does anyone else. only GOd. ONLY GOD. wow...neat concept, huh? even when the whole world is ( Read more... )

ho ho ho...who made up santa clause's wacky sayings, anywho?

so life is life...once again...and Amanda is going to go and see the passion with her aunt and grandma...pray for them!  Anyways, i keep laughing everytime i hear about ingrid's stalker guy asking her to go and see the patient...and then i just feel stupid...lol...well..i don't think that i really have anything new to say, because you guys can't ( Read more... )

Will...you are right. Love is a movement. i think that i have always known that, but it takes time to be slapped in the face with it. how does someone love unconditionally? how does someone fight the anger that shows itself so clearly? how oh Lord of my life! How Lord? how did You let Yourself be mocked and killed brutally and not stop it ( Read more... )