I have mixed feelings about a lot of things. The main one I just need to swallow and act like it's not there ( Read more... )

I always feel the most lonely on religious holidays. I think I feel abandoned since I have no solid beliefs.

So an ex-hookup just imed me. Honestly I saw it coming the minute Sarah Leone said "Haha Dave and his girlfriend broke up ." I thought it was going to be a trying to readd me on facebook, but now that I think about it, I'm pretty sure I blocked him so thats not a possibility. He told me his sob story and boy that was such an awkward conversation. ( Read more... )

I feel like I've just freed myself. And it's nice. I've got big plans for the future and I can't keep letting the past hold me back. It's done now. I just wish I was a bit tougher, then I could brush off the tears a lot quicker.

So I wake up this morning and I hear noise and I'm like that goddamn mouse just won't stop. So frustrated I walk into the kitchen...and there's a bird........ wtf? I was speechless, then I called my dad. He laughed and came over and got it outside. He yelled at the cats too for being useless...he's a weirdo. So now our "rodent" problem is gone and ( Read more... )

It's a mouse :(. It's under the kitchen sink. I locked it in because I'm really really scared. My dad said there was a mouse about two years ago and it ended up dead beside his bed cuz the cats took care of it. He's not home so he wants me to release it and let the cats get it. I'm soo scared though I want to cry really really bad and I shut myself ( Read more... )

There's a squirrel in the attic and it's driving my cats nuts... which is driving me nuts ( Read more... )

Roswell Alien Festival '09.... I'm soo there no matter what. Krystal and I are going to make the long adventure and we are going to enjoy that day at the alien festival more than anything because honestly guest speakers on alien conspiracies will be boring as hell but the amusment level of all the freaks there will make everything worth it. Plus it ( Read more... )

I did it again... I was thinking about how my boss has a limp...I barely talk to him just a hi and what i need to do a how's it going and a promise to get warranties, but for some reason I felt like he could be a war hero. Maybe that limp comes from nam! maybe he fought really hard and now he walks with it. He stands up really straight and looks ( Read more... )

I realized I do something pretty weird. When I don't see people for a long time, when I barely talk to them, maybe a conversation on AIM or a quick texts, but never on the phone, i start to create a new them in my head. I think of the good things that they do and make a superior person to what they really are. It's ridiculous and causes me to love ( Read more... )