Let's see, it has been a little over a year and the first post's I make are in my husband's journal. I am sure that I have pissed people off, but oh well. I am upset. I think I have the right to be. I am also tired. I think I should just swear off people period some days and just become the hermit I was in school. I will go out with the kids, but ( Read more... )

Last week I was listening to Sean and JEff, morning guys on the radio. They do this bit called "Strange but true news." Usually it is pretty funny stuff, like a guy that was so high he cooked his toes and ate them and another guy who did the same thing to his own dick after cutting it off. At anmy rate, the story I heard last week was of a woman ( Read more... )

Ok, I give fair warning. This post is going to be a rant. Pure and simple. It is nothing personal towards ANYONE that I know ( Read more... )

I feel like I am drowing. Every time I get my head up above water, not five minutes late a wave comes and pushes me back under. I have a family to support and I feel like I am doing a damned awful job about it. I am barely able to keep food on the table and a roof over our heads. *screams in rage & frustration* I can't even get a simple laborer's ( Read more... )

Ok, on the way home from owrk this morning I caught a story about a man in New York who had gotten arrested for wearing an anti-war t-shirt at a mall. This happened on Monday. Apparently, the mall felt that while he was shopping, he and his son were sausing a disturbance with thier shirts. The son took his off, but the man did not. As far as I can ( Read more... )

Gods, I feel like my world is falling apart all over again. I just went from getting oaid every week to being paid every two weeks. That has totally screwed everything up. I have enough money for rent and that is it for two weeks. My bank is stupid as well. I am overdrawn I don't know how much because they held my check for 6 days! They did not ( Read more... )

OK, this actually goes beyond annoying me into pissing me off. People in this country are so hung up about sex it is amazing. I am proud of the two weeks I worked as a stripper. Yes, I said stripper, not exotic dancer. I took my clothes off to music for money. I am proud of this fact. The only thing that kept me from pursuing this line of work was ( Read more... )

Gods, I really need a game. The sad thing is though, that i just resigned up with Office team so that I could get a second job. We need the money and dad is running out of work for Chance to do. The good thing is, that I should only have to do this until Chance can get something. But that means that I REALLY need a game now. I need the stress ( Read more... )

The haxor handle of Chris Stehr is "Hot Ghoul".

Am I doing something wrong? Am I not a likeable person? I have two friends, they are boyfriend and grilfriend and they live not even half a block away from me, but they do not seem to want to talk to me anymore. I used to go over there daily, then work made that hard, so I went over thereonce a week. Now, I have not been over in a couple of months ( Read more... )