Comments | crystal_shard: Self observation

crystal_shard

Self observation

Mar 13, 2002 12:14

Gods I am stupid. I really am. I believe I am pretty worthless as well. I am depressed, but then I have been that way since sometime last night.

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eek! eidheann March 13 2002, 12:16:59 UTC

What happened??

Re: eek! crystal_shard March 13 2002, 12:27:30 UTC

Just stuff. Nothing really specific, mostly general. I just have realized that I am truly one of the stupid people of the world.

Re: eek! eidheann March 13 2002, 13:51:53 UTC

No you're not

Stupid people don't realize they're stupid. Smart people realize they've done stupid things and beat themselves up over it

Re: eek! crystal_shard March 13 2002, 14:00:02 UTC

I suppose so. I just feel like a complete and total idiot.

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chainmaile March 13 2002, 15:32:15 UTC

I have a feeling I haven't been helping and I'm sorry for that.

Re: crystal_shard March 13 2002, 15:35:12 UTC

Truthfully, you have not really had a whole lot to do with it. I have been feeling like this for awhile now. Asking stupid questions like I did this morning did not help, and that was my fault.

Re: chainmaile March 13 2002, 16:13:39 UTC

Yeah, but I can be a bit gruff sometimes and don't always think of how I'm saying things. My only problem is if you ask for my opinion I'll give you the complete truth.

Re: crystal_shard March 13 2002, 17:30:14 UTC

Well, i think part of the problem is that I do not really contibute anything to the house. I don't bring in any money at all. If I want to get a job, I would have to get one that pays at least $12 and hour just to afford the babysitting, and I don't qualify for anything like that.