I hate them, I hate them, I hate them. I do believe my period is about to start. How do I know this? Because some stupid little thing almost made me cry. Some stupid little thing that I would have normally brushed off and went about my way, almost made me cry. I goit insulted on a new game I am playing and I almost cried. I HATE HORMONES! At least ( Read more... )

I come home from a friends house and what do I find? Some jerk has pulled up one of the flowers in my flowerbed. I live in an apartment and management has allowed me to plant whatever I like in the flowerbeds next to my door. I spent on afternoon on the small bed right next to my door and some asshole has to pull out my flower. People are such ( Read more... )

I am so lucky to have found someone who loves me no matter what. I feel like absolute hell. He has put up with so much. Last night he took me out to sushi and Spiderman. It was so nice. the only thing better would have been if I could have had sex. But I am bleeding and cramping and just all around yucky. Hopefully this means that my month long PMS ( Read more... )

Ok, no one answer that. The list would be far too long. :) I just feel like an idiot. I like to do craft stuff, but I just never, even on my best days, get the same things accomplished that Chance does. i have noticed that since Meny was born, my drive for crafts has gone way down. I have things I would like made, and things I would like to make, ( Read more... )

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Things have gone bad today. I just cannot help but feel like an idiot. No matter what anyone says, I still feel like shit. I am trying to, I really am, but I cannot seem to shake the feeling. I have friends coming over for dinner, but even then it seems like I am just pretending that everything is alright. *sighs* Alright, I will stop whining now.

I somehow managed to post this twice. *sighs* Something has to go right for me today.

Bobbie is being a pain in the ass. It is 6:18 am and she has been up for almost an hour. She woke up a couple of time stonight, but decided at 5:30 it was time to get up. Ity is to freakin' early! Gods, I am tired ( Read more... )

Meny had learned the word "shutup." She uses it a lot. I have spanked her three times today for it. I finally put her to bed early becasue she said it. NOthing I have done is phasing her. I am wondering if I just ignore it and not make a big deal about it, if she will stop. That worked when Ayla learned "shit" at Meny's age. I just hate spaking the ( Read more... )

Ayla has decided that I am Mr. Mama! She is using her microphone and saying, "Ladies and gentlmen, boys and girls. Let me introduce you to my Mr. Mama!" It is was very cute. Meny is a little thief. She stole my soda while I was changing Bobbie's diaper and ran off with it. She hid in the kitchen trying to drink it as fast as she could. All I could ( Read more... )