well i was going to put a picture of Ayden on here for anyone who hasn't seen him but my account status doesn't allow that... soooo youre just going to have to come see him. kendy-again, sorry he wasn't in the room when you guys came, but im gonna call you about stopping by sometime soon to see him. eleni- maybe this weekend, remember to call. ( Read more... )

If this kid doesn't come out soon, i'll have to rip him out myself. I am so tired of being pregnant and so tired of waiting. Every day im like "okay... im gonna go into labor... today has got to be the day". but no... hes happy in there, hes made himself at home and doesn't plan on ever coming out. haha that would be weird... can you imagine a ( Read more... )

fuck not being able to sleep. and yeah, fuck my grandma too, because shes sleeping on the couch which is usually where i sleep. my bed just isn't the same. xmas is fucking expensive. but whatever, its worth it i guess.its just hard to stretch the little money i make at ponderosa. the graffiti on the breakroom wall is right, ponderosa is jewish. but ( Read more... )

The only time I drink a 40 ( Read more... )

oh shit, and i wanted to point out that i ended up being the principle on those livejournal things twice, for people that knew me, thats gotta mean something, you guys should really listen to me, do what i say. and go to detention and stuff.

I watched a movie that had that song in it tonight, i can't sleep, and i have the song stuck in my head now... i wanted to use it as my diary title, didn't know how to spell it, so tried to look up doris day cause i knew she sang it in a movie, and i found out that doris day sang a lot of songs in her movies, haha, i finally found it though. now i ( Read more... )

i am really disappointed in some people right now... i really thought i could expect more from you.

i went to the metallica concet tonight, it was fucking awesome. i didn't have to pay for anything ( and i wouldn't have because of the price) and my dad bought me beer. now my neck hurts and im going to bed. so fuck you and goodnight.

so i've fucked some people over, i've gotten mine, and its still coming ( Read more... )

maybe its every 7 seconds. but you should all have something bad to say about me, im scared of that, ya know, scared that everyone has something bad to say about me, that im a horrible person because of the things i've done, the things i like, how un educated that i am, even that im a bad person because im scared of people thinking im a bad person ( Read more... )