I keep getting college mail from Jesuit Universities. Interestingly enough, my first thought is, wouldn't be strange to go to a school where (supposedly) none of your teachers has ever had sex? Blah, I need to stop thinking things like this. I don't know if I could go to a Catholic affiliated university, even though my mom assures me there would ( Read more... )

This year, I've actually let myself feel the things I've always repressed. One would think that that would make me a better person. But it hasn't. It has made me a bitch. I never realized just quite how angry I was at the world until I could really look at my life. It's seems weird for me to say that I had be hiding behind a facade, because I ( Read more... )

This year is equal in crappyness to only one other year in my life, and that was the year that I was repeatly put in a trash can by the boy I had a crush on and the girl who bitch slaped me for no reason. Last year was the best year of my life, and next year looks to be really good to. The courses I'm taking play much more to my strenghts. Its ( Read more... )

My ipod is like prozac. I'm serious, it's a mood stabilizer. I think everyone has a few songs that can get them out of the worst moods/make them feel like a life means something. And now they are always with me. It sounds silly, but its really making a difference in my quality of life. Also, I have a math/physics tutor. Let me tell you a bit ( Read more... )

Wow...its been awhile. anyway, I finally set up my ipod, and it actually has music on it! I also finally watched the LOTR - the return of the king, extended edition. I've had it for at least a month, but I had a hard time finding the time for a four hour (at least)movie. It was very good, I always like the extended editions alot better. ( Read more... )

January
1.) Be more proactive. Don't just sit and wait for things to happen cuz they won't.

Febuary

As I walked from the bus to my house slush was falling from the sky. Usually it forms as a result of melting snow, but no it was just falling fully formed and gross.

March


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I was watching Oprah today, and the story about her friend, the designer Nate Berkus, and his boyfriend made me so sad. They were on vactation together in Sri Lanka, and Nate's boyfriend was lost during the Tsunami. They don't know whether or not he survived, but if you get washed away by a giant wave, your chances are pretty low. I know its ( Read more... )

Well I'm back from NJ. My little cousins were very cute, and I got to play with the little baby, Julie alot, which was great. Also, I got alot of money, which is always the best present. Now I have to go spend that money to buy long overdue presents for my immediate family/closest friends. Anyway, I really want to hang out with people before ( Read more... )

I'm really pathetic. I do the most pathetic things, of which I will not go into, and as kate says everyone says, I am very bitter. My life really doesn't even suck that badly. Actually its pretty good...I just need some stimulation. Endless busy work is distroying liking for school. I want to talk, to have ridiculously long converstaions with ( Read more... )

We love you Courtney!!! Good Luck!!