I can't help it. I feel so alone and at the same time I need my space. Maybe this is how your meant to feel when your depressed and disappointed in when you wake up to being just "you." I have lost touch with SO many people I once valued because of the different paths we took and I am so displeased with my choices but I can't go back and I don't ( Read more... )

To be doing well in school, and to have people (significant or not) notice that I am losing weight and smiling more...

She's off and running!
Alexa is growing so fast-she is my world and I love her so much.

<3

It's been a month since I kicked AJ out for the last time and we have been successfully broken up. I deleted my Myspace Account b/c he was all harassing there and to top it off making his profile seem like we were oh so happy still...weird, huh ( Read more... )

I have furniture downstairs at my neighbors hizzy ( Read more... )

Just can't snap out of the blues.
The weather is gorgeous, my baby is adorable, and I feel great physically, but emotionally I am just icky.
I'm so lonely and hopeless. I feel like many many years of stress, even from such a young age, has just caught up with me. I am haunted by memories of my brother's death, and the downfall of my family that

Why am I so invisible? Why doesn't anyone come around anymore? Why am I so alone? Was it always this way? The more I run into people from my past, the more I see everyone feeling the need to stay in touch with everyone else, except for me. I think I am actually a pretty descent person..I'm a good listener, I'm fun, I'm honest, I'm helpful and ( Read more... )

My daughter will be one as of tomorrow ( Read more... )

Your just too good at being useless, why don't you try a new look, this one's worn-out.

Got a rejection for my Financial Aid in the mail. I am trying to appeal it but who knows..
If it doesn't work out at HCC, I guess I'll just go somewhere else, it's just discouraging, that's all.

There just always seems to be a problem whenever I try to do the right things. Why am I so much better at doing things wrong?